I need more time to actually accomplish everything i wish to. When it comes to posting, it is pretty far down on my list of things to do which is a shame because i would love to post more. But if you know me well enough, you would know i would trade this time in to play any video game. The reason i am posting and not playing as of right now, is because i have a sibling.

I seen Coraline tonight and i actually really enjoyed. The whole buttons for eyes is a really neat idea and it is kind of creepy. i am pretty sure it was stop animation and done pretty well too, there is no real complaint about it.

To move on about movies... The Oscars are tonight. Let me just say one thing, the completely fucked The Dark Knight out of most nominations not to even mention it probably deserves the fucking Oscar.

College is soon and it is scaring the living hell out of me. I'm scared i won't get accepted because my grades are not as high as i would love them to be and there is no one to blame but myself.  So what do i do if i don't get accepted? Do i wait a semester out and apply to Community? I mean it is a lot cheaper in the long haul and i mean i will transfer out after two years. I have a couple months of high school left and i don't know where i am going which is bothering me as days pass cause i know its getting closer to leave Central.

As for high school. It seems my ability to care about it is gone. I just don't give a fuck. I think its a combination of me believing i won't get accepted anywhere because it is way to late for me to make an impact on their decision-making. So in my mind, i feel as though im waiting to go to college and they work they assign is just there. Not to mention i have a Student teacher there who believes throwing as much work as possible to Senior students in their last two semesters is a good idea. I mean she has pretty much asked why does no one do all of her work... Cause dumb-ass we are about to fucking leave and don't care, not to mention your not are only fucking class we have. Giving us more work than we can handle, doesnt make u a good teacher. It makes you fucking stubborn and a bad teacher.

On the bright side of things.... I beat Mass Effect and that game is amazing. I love playing it which is why i am playing through it a second time with my same character and plan to play through it one more time with another character. I can't wait for the second one to come out.

As of right now, I am reading One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest and i really enjoy it. I just don't like that i have to read it before a certain point which is why school takes the fun out of reading. I like to read when i am in the mood to read but when i read books that i am assigned, i feel forced to read it. Even though its a good book, it still bothers me that I HAVE to read it before a certain time.

Thats pretty much whats going on in my life. And the fact that i really haven't meant a girl that i actaully like in awhile. I mean its not like i cant have someone but i want someone i actaully enjoy being around. And with my friends all having someone, it makes me feel lonely when they are all out with their girlfriends.

    I almost got into a fight with this middle aged man at Rite Aid when i was working. It started when he was walking from pharmacy cursing out loud about a pharmacy technician, calling her racial slurs. On his way out he had to turn to my and say, " Yea i called her a dirty fucking Jew, do you have a problem?" So my retort was to tell him to get the fuck out. My manager held me back. I usually just ignore them but this guy got to me for some reason. So i wanted to rip his throat out = ) It's all over now but that was a great night ha ha
   School blows, i am a senior and have senioritis. It's hard for me to actually get up and go to school and doing work is pretty much on the bring of impossible. But my grades are pretty good so it isn't really motivating me to do more. That is it for now